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@meow_wow
28 / male / bisexual / 8♢

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My Self-Summary

Back where I'm from, I was personally mentored by one of the best surgeons in the Kingdom of Rondon, who was a baron no less. Eventually, I also ended up serving as a combat medic for a war that just recently ended. As a result, I can't say I've had a lot of time exploring much in the way of hobbies, but I'll be glad to explore that kind of thing with people here. It's certainly much calmer by comparison.
My Future Plans

Difficult to say as we adjust to life in this resort, but right now I'm just interested in getting to know everyone else here and assuring we all have a pleasant time. I assure you, I'd like to see to it you have one.
My Talents

I used to work as a butler, so I have experiencing in mixing some pretty decent cocktails.

As much as I would love make people here a drink, I'd also enjoy showing how good I am with my hands. And, well, everything else, for the record.
Favorite Books, Movies, Music, and Food

Not much for books honestly; they put me to sleep better than any sedative. But I do like jazz and swing music, mystery films, and I favor beef wellingtons.
My Ideal Partner

I consider myself a flexible man, but I like someone with a quick wit.

Height 5'9" Body Type Lean, muscular Smokes Occasionally. Drinks Always a fan of an old-fashioned. Drugs No Sign Someone clarify this for me. Education I was personally mentored. Occupation Doctor Income Well right now that's questionable, isn't it. Children None Pets None Hobbies Mixing cocktails is pretty relaxing.

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01. WINE OR BEER
Wine.

.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
Mimes, because at least they don't talk.

.03 SHOWER OR BATH
Bath.

.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
Pirates, I guess.

.05 TITS OR ASS
Both.

.06 COFFEE OR TEA
Coffee.

.07 SPICY OR SWEET
Spicy. Never really got used to sweets.

.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
Summer.

.09 LEATHER OR LACE
Lace.

10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
Both.

Personality Type
ISFJ-T

ENERGY
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introverted

MIND
87%
observant

NATURE
71%
feeling

TACTICS
72%
judging

IDENTITY
68%
turbulent

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[This is the sort of thing he'd wanted his entire life. To be treasured, to be loved; he sought it out every time he could earn a pleased smile or a coy laugh from Elise, which warmed him. But this is different, and he's started to... question things. He can't make sense of what happened to her in Prehevil, why was she there, why was the baron there, what did it mean. (She was endlessly amused by his childhood stories, but Marina and Cloud didn't react that way, what is even right--)

He feels overwhelmed and frightened. As fragile as the brief glimpse of that boy.

Oh, but don't forget, old friend, Daan can practically hear the cat's purr, the grip on his shoulder. Don't forget whose you will be. I can wait a little longer, don't worry.

Daan braces his free hand to his forehead, gripping his bangs, squeezing his eye closed. It doesn't quite manage to stop it from tearing up. A million thoughts pass by him -- how Cloud shouldn't, he's wasting his time, the clock is ticking, he's a degenerate, he's nothing--]

So fucking stubborn. [He does not succeed in sounding angry, his voice thick as if he was mourning.]

[ this was supposed to be a good time — they were supposed to be hanging out. fraternizing. however that works.

guilt hits him first. then it crescendos into concern. he doesn’t realize it until he hears his voice; that he’s crying. and then every emotion hits him at once, and what subsumes it all is that warmth, the core of his heart eating away at any doubts. it’s loving and kind and blankets them both, even if there are undercurrents of uncertainty and self hatred.

daan’s feelings nearly consume him whole. he had no idea they’d run so deep: that they’d been this powerful. how does he live like this, he wonders? it’s suffocating to even be in proximation to it.

but cloud fights back regardless; lets his determination, his compassion for him tide over the shoreline, pulling daan in. ]

Yeah. [ and then awkwardly, clumsily, his arms wrap around him — the movement is slow and stilted and somewhat alien, but he goes for it no less. his hand meets his back, smoothing over his clothing. ]

I know.

[ and then… ]

You’re wrong, by the way. [ … ] About yourself.

[It's such a bizarre thing to go without affection for so long (and really, did he ever receive it sincerely, so genuinely) and then suddenly have it again. He gasps softly when he's pulled into the embrace, but he does not stiffen up this time as he had before. Though Daan is trembling in a whirlwind of fears and unbearable knowledge, he leans against Cloud.

It's probably selfish of him, but it's also a good feeling. To be held, and-- loved. It's nothing like the parody of Sylvian's insidious touch, he thinks. Where Sylvian stokes a poisonous flame, this is more like the warmth of a fireplace.

His lips purse. Daan wants to correct him, but... not now. Not today.]

You're lucky I don't really have the strength to argue right now. [Though he goes for a wry voice, it sounds more like he truly is tired.

It would be nice to be worthy of this affection. Of this love. What a thought that is.]

Even if you did, [ he huffs out. ] I’d win.

[ because he’s right and he knows it. a sense of satisfaction creeps into his mind — he wanted to be someone the people he cherished could rely on. he wanted to be strong. he wanted to be like ****. this brings him one step closer.

but more notably, he realizes that daan’s exterior is whittling away, bit by bit, and fulfillment flickers in the flame of his heart at that. he’s caught in the throes of empathy, simply feeling for him for a long stretch of time as they sit there, but it erupts into flecks of protectiveness, of a desire to…

a desire to save him.

he wasn’t a knight, climbing up the ivory tower. but he wishes he was all too often.

who could he even protect like this? reno had said it himself. his life is going to shit. that must mean that sephiroth—

still…he clings onto that feeling. despite the fear gnawing at his chest, it doesn’t fade.

then at last— ]

Sorry. [ … ] It’s my fault. Should’ve picked a different strand… a different place.

[ and then, more selfishly— ]

But I’m glad… I got to know more about you.

Being stubborn doesn't mean you win an argument, you bastard.

[There's some affection in his words. Because he is truly fond of Cloud, even in the mix of everything else that's turbulent in Daan's chest. Either way, at least Daan isn't trying to actively sabotage himself right now. So, he's got that going for him.

Tomorrow's another day.

Daan shakes his head.]

You didn't do anything wrong. ...Neither of us could have expected what was going to happen. [honestly daan thought the worst was going to be like getting horny or something, which still isn't his favorite but at least he expects it. Actively sharing empathy, well... that's a new one, even for him.]

Ah, if only I could offer something more cheerful for you to know.

[daang he's really got nothin to share, what the hell]

I'll pick the spot next time. If you... want a next time.

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Not about bein’ stubborn. [ he corrects, like an asshole. ] It’s about bein’ right.

[ which he is certain he is! deal with it, daan. he hasn’t let go of him yet; cloud savors the warmth as much as he does. his grip tightens, and he gives a squeeze, embracing him tenderly.

his heart is alight with something inexplicable. affection. connection. care. ]

Don’t be an idiot. [ cloud admonishes. ] Yeah, I want a next time. And a time after, too. I’ll hunt you down if I have to.

[ is it normal to say that? well, he said it anyways. for a moment, cloud deliberates — and then… ]

Mm. [ two men who were terrible at opening up — at talking about themselves. and here they are, in the most ill fitting situation, experiencing…

an emotion that can’t be put to words. ]

Tell me your favorite food.

[ stupid, but it was something. ]

[A wordless mutter slips out of Daan's mouth, because he genuinely is too tired to argue. So fine! Take the W for today, Cloud! Instead, he does let himself accept being held, a hand cautiously settling against Cloud's waist.

He huffs softly in amusement.] Glutton for trouble, aren't you? Well. ...I suppose we'll see how things go.

[dang cloud getting a second date what is up with that]

I'm not too picky about food. You stop doing that real fast, but I always looked forward to a beef wellington when the occasion would rise.

And what about you, hm?

[ ugh he loves collecting the rare W, thank you. his streak of Ls has been broken.

and this is just the secret golden saucer date dlc they didn’t warn you about. call him mr. rizz strife.

at what daan says next, well, he weighs his options carefully.

> stay silent
> “I’m a glutton for you.” ]

I’m a glutton for you.

[ why the fuck did he just say that.

anyways, back to the conversation. beef wellington. sounded… fancy. leagues beyond his own palate. after an awkward silence— ]

Uh. [ a beat. ] I like… milk.

[ okay, well, now he looks dumb. next question. quick. ]

Do you…have any hobbies?

[at least ur not callin him the slum drunk, dude

Daan snorts softly, almost laughing. It's such a dorky way to flirt, but it seems to work on him, making Daan smile fondly against Cloud.]

Milk, huh. Well, you're in luck, that's a pretty easy drink to get.

[He otherwise leaves it alone, willing to let the topic go. Sadly, Daan will remember that.]

Mm. I didn't have much time to really focus on that sort of thing. Though I get some relaxation in mixing cocktails. I was a butler before I was a doctor, and had plenty of practice getting those kinds of things perfect.

[ at least he made him laugh. that has to earn him some points, right?

what is it with him and bartenders? his mind wanders to tifa immediately and wonders if she would be able to teach daan more about it. he doesn’t ask favors of her often, but… ]

Make me a drink sometime.

[ then he mentions he was a butler, and indignation flutters in his chest at the thought. ]

You don’t always have to be the one to take care of other people, you know.

Oh, gladly. I find it relaxing. I even played with the idea of opening a bar or something once. But I'm a man of habit. "Something hard", right?

[He teases gently, remembering when they were in the Red Cardinal together.]

...Well. I did what I had to in order to survive. [The way he says it is quiet, but he knows -- he's been almost nothing but subservient his entire life. His lot in life, always serving others in some way, just to make sure he could live another day.] That's how it is, sometimes.

Anyway. You should tell me a hobby of yours, too.

You’d be a good bartender. You know how to talk to people. [ unlike me — he does suppress a groan at what he says next, however. ] …Tch.

[ he hears the way his voice quiets, and he bristles on his behalf; daan can probably feel it too, the anger bubbling beneath his skin. ]

That’s not how it should be. [ cloud shakes his head. ] Nobody should have put you in that position.

[ the sudden shift onto him makes him go stiff. uncertainty envelops him. with some sheepishness… ]

…Don‘t have any. [ nobody’s ever asked him about this before. ] I… spent most of my life trying to become a SOLDIER, so…

[ he hasn’t discovered his passion for chocobo racing yet… embarrassment heats his cheeks. ]

I've had to talk to people for a long time. Doesn't really bother me, but it's definitely a kind of skill.

[He's worn many masks in the past, after all. Learned how to talk to all kinds of people, for better or for worse.]

...No one should have to do any of that, Cloud. I do fully believe that. But it's not always like people have choices. I certainly didn't.

[There's a pause, then he gives Cloud a kiss on the cheek.] Thank you, though. [For being protective of him. He isn't used to it by any means, but he's finding some comfort in it.]

Mm, that's fair. I understand what that's like. [To him it doesn't sound like it's anything to be embarrassed about. Daan's hardly had time to develop many hobbies either.] Sounds like we both could stand to find a few here.

...Is there anything from your home that you miss?

...Feels like I'll never get used to it, personally.

[ cloud pouts with all of the sopping, wet attitude of a dog. it makes his heart ache to think of daan living that way -- but then there's a kiss to his cheek, and daan will feel him perk up in real time, his pulse racing. ]

Yeah, [ he stumbles on his words. ] ...don't mention it.

[ daan is much more understanding than he'd expect from a person; it shouldn't surprise him. daan was...always understanding. kind. patient. ]

...People, mostly. [ he wouldn't admit this to anyone else aside from tifa, but-- ] There was this girl... named Aerith. She was here and then she was... gone. Just like that.

[ cloud's voice quiets. ]

It's... been weird, I guess. [ a moment passes. ] Don't think I have enough of a home to miss it, really.

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People can be difficult to understand, but my job requires me to interpret others. That, and I was often meant to be tending to lavish parties set up by my mentor. You adapt or get eaten alive.

A soldier's job is a bit more straightforward, at least. Less being a people person. ...Not to say I don't find you charming. [cuz he sure do

The mention of Aerith earns a surprised look on Daan's face.]

...I encountered her around the time we all ended up here. Lovely woman. I could see why you would miss her. [and like if that's your girlfriend he respects that so hard man]

No, I understand what you mean. I don't have a good concept of "home" anyway.

Thing is, [ he admits with some dejection— ] I’ve…never been a people person. Even before SOLDIER…

[ it’s so odd — how his vulnerabilities manifest in daan’s presence. how safe he feels around him.

then he mentions he knew aerith, and cloud’s face colors with surprise — before melting into a small smile. ]

…Makes sense that you two would get on. [ there is fondest in that statement. ] We’ve…gone through things together. She’s something different.

[ that last sentiment tugs at his heart. ]

I hope you find it one day. [ he muffles into his skin. ] You… deserve that much.

That surprises me a little. I find you remarkably easy to talk to. [Maybe it's just Daan borrowing Karin's "talk" skill who knows] ...But still, people take a lot of skill to deal with. And I've had to deal with people most of my life.

[There's a soft little amused huff from Daan.] She's very spirited. I quite liked talking to her. ...I hope she's well, wherever she is.

[Hopefully not in the fuck casino but who knows]

...So do you, Cloud. [Probably more than Daan does, at least in the doctor's perspective.]

You’re… not like other people. [ he admits, scratching at the back of his head. ] And not in a bad way.

[ he’s kinder. smarter. more patient. and interesting. and— ]

…Yeah. Me too. [ his voice is soft. and then daan says that, and he falls into silence.

a minute passes. ]

…Can I kiss you?

Well. I'm glad that I can bring some ease in you.

[The question earns a small smile, then Daan gives a faint nod.]

Yes. You can.

[Honestly, Cloud doesn't even need to ask, but also Daan quietly appreciates it. Ever cautious about respecting Daan's comfort level. ...It's new.]

[ well. he pulls back, looping his arms around his waist. and then he kisses him slow, still unpracticed, the gesture sweet and gentle.

too chaste for this kind of place, honestly. ]

…Thanks. [ bashfully— ] For coming.

[It feels so delicate, the way Cloud kisses him. Almost like Daan has to hold his breath, or the whole thing will shatter apart. It flusters him in a way he doesn't quite understand in himself, not unlike how oddly shy he feels about when their hands touch.

It's strange. He doesn't get it either, because Daan has done so much filthier that this somehow gets to him. Similar to how eager he'd been to seek out ways to please Elise, her smiles and her laughter, yet this feels more innocent, in a way.]

Of course. I apologize if what you felt from me was... difficult.

[look man he can barely live with himself, he can only imagine how that felt for someone else]

But I would like to try something like this again. Perhaps not here, specifically, but... yes.

It was fine.

[ it was definitely not fine, but it’s an attempt at assuring him. that much sadness, that much self hatred — not even cloud knew of their depths. ]

No point in going at it alone. [ a shrug of the shoulders. ] Now you can’t hide it from me.

[ and then daan says he wants to see him again and — cloud’s stomach is bursting with butterflies. ]

…Okay. [ a nod of the head. ] Tell me when and where, and I’ll be there.

I suppose that I can't. That part's going to be new for me. [Being so known is new. A little frightening, but Cloud has reassured him a number of times. Thus, it is not Cloud he is afraid of, not as much as Daan is afraid of now destroying whatever lovely thing is forming for them.

But it'll happen, he thinks dourly. Sooner or later.]

I'll be sure to message you. Maybe we'll both end up with a new hobby finally, huh? Now that we aren't fighting for our lives.

Makes two of us.

[ god knows cloud doesn’t even talk about himself on the average day — how did he end up so weak and exposed.

he doesn’t even know what this is. maybe he had brought up aerith for a reason; this entire thing had been so reminiscent of whatever he had with her.

without any warning, cloud stands up — he’s still holding daan, so he’s just opted to princess carry him again. ]

Maybe. Not sure what I’d be good at. [ then there’s a wisp of a smile. ] Least I can do this.

[Oh, well-- all right, this is happening again. Daan inhales sharply as he's lifted, startled, but also quietly appreciative of Cloud's impressive strength. Almost shyly, he places a hand against Cloud's chest and hesitantly leans his head against his shoulder.]

What a showoff. [It's said fondly.] Where to, then?

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